To SHiN Bei

This is my past, but not too long ago!! Actually i was not want to publish the to public...but to shin bei~~ as she wan me to post it... so i post it up~~the thing goes like this...

On the very earlier of month, that mean since i go college i meet a bunch of frens. one of the fren im talking bout her is KN! ok story goes like this...i was being so bad , angry, hurt, and any feeling i feel... that cant been explain so easily.the 1st thing that she make me have this kind of feeling is she so ta xiao jie behavior!!! when from start she say she can play and anything, so i admit it and we being closer fren not until she started to act stranger than 1st we meet. when we having dinner together, she cant decide, and everyone is having their food. so then im at my room doing revision cox tomorrow got quiz, and she asking me to go eat with them, so i follow. after 45 minute she din order her food and everyone is finished. i din hav any food cox im not hungry. everyone is waiting and 1 hour is gone. i havent read a bloody hell of page. she say "i dont want eat anymore!!". i spend that time to accompany her and she say she dun want eat. what the hell she thinking? i dont even know.other case come through then. we a bunch of fren go out mamak drink. some of the guy(most) smoking. she cant tahan those smoke. everyone was shock bout his expresion, guess wat? she screaming to them who smoke and make those hated noise toward them and say "WANT SMOKE GO OTHER PLACE SMOKE LAR" excuse me miss!!! this is public ok? cant consider?? she still in her mama hug, i can consider that!! so next time those guy autoly go other place to smoke, not giv her see even a dust of it.and another case is got a guy not live in hostel but is late so he having a night there. and that day we walk back, quite slow. that KN scream again "WALK FASTER LAR, PEOPLE VERY TIRED YOU KNOW??!!" ok.. that time everyone was so quite. and i was so stun and i keep sabar her bomb emotion!!

2nd is she keep cheat at me!!! everytime she cheat, i dunnoe why i sure found out. i was so curious, even a small matter and there is not a point to cheat, she also want to cheat. is she finding her fun doing cheat? but she is not good in it!! she is FAKE!!! sometime she even act she hurt to pok tong ching with other people. she act she stomach ache, act she feet cram, and a lot more. we (me& my fren)caught out cox her acting was so bad and we purposely go try here. and that why i say she is so FAKE!!!

3rd one is the most i cant tahan!!! she betray me!!! what the bloody hell!!! she got a lot of personality on her, and that is bad extreamly dangerous!! she jus say my personal stuff to her fren as a joke and in the other second(real fast) she can act pity. i accidently found out. and make me more alert on this kind of ppl. now i was keep being her extraordinary fren , normal than ever!!! i cant even how to talk to her. when i saw her, i jus wanna avoid to be wit her. after some week this case haunt me, at this boring holiday, i dream HER betray me again, i was so stun and i was keep myself from ppl around. after that horrible dream, i keep dream bad stuff. so this few day i cant sleep!!! i make myself so tired. everyday 3 - 4 am only sleep. morning 7 - 8 am already awake. and now i was curi-curi online and make my eyes tired and sleep later!!! i avoid everything. is this the correct way for me? my other fren say jus talk to her. but i cant even say a word. i dun want go college also like no fren do. so i make up my mind that i will keep be patient on her behavior and all her acting. i will act noob.

Oh yea~~ is also a pro SM-mer. no matter who cute guy or even guy she saw, she will suddenly hit people and more worst is cubit people until black green and the worst is bite people until bleed. see what i write?? NO MATTER WAT GUYS!!!sorry for being so emotional, i dont wan to say it so i write it!! but that is my comment. but i dunnoe wat they think about this. but how u thought bout this kind of people??? leave a comment if u see this post!! thx for see me crapping here...

SaD,
ZeT