1 month

is already 1 month from now...
i came home!!!!
wow~
last time 1 week come back 1 time... now...
1 month come back 1 time...
but more cham is...
EVERYONE SAY ME FAT jor~

sad,
Claire

ICT SHOWCASE 2008

Alert to all TARCian!!!! This is a very important event is goin on and happening in Tunku Abdul Rahman College.

The TARC Microsoft Student Partners and TARC Computer Science Society KL once again bringing "Tarc Imagine Cup 2008" to the campus!

This time, we accept participants from various branches of TARC!

Categories:

1. Software Design

2. Robotics and Algorithm *

3. Mash Up *

4. Photography

* New category! Come approach us for more details!

Registration Booth

@ Booth 3 Canteen 2 Foyer

Charges: RM20

Freebies: T-Shirt, Resource DVDs, Workshop

Fund Raising Booth

@ Booth 5 Canteen 2 Foyer

Hardware: Mouse, USB Thumb Drive, Notebook Cooler Pad, Notebook Protection Sticker, CD-R, DVD+/-R, and lots more coming soon!

For SAS students, you can get a copy of

Windows Vista Business (32-bit) - RM10

Windows XP Professional - RM5

Expression Studio - RM5

Visual Studio - RM5

comes with cover!

* You must provide a valid student ID during your purchase.

* For Microsoft Windows products, you must NOT purchased previously, nor get your copy at D303.

* For other than Windows Vista Business, the DVDs will be distributed at D303 with notice at http://eLearning.tarc.edu.my...

fail list day!!

is a bad week for me... i been in a mid-term fail list for all my subject in this semester. But is all right for me, today my motive is to be a blood donor. hope that i can reach the target and be a great donor. im proud of myself now. XD

to day is the last day of digital fair. Good luck for everyone.

Lucky Charming,
Claire

Day of Life~

Wednesday! the day that i left no more money(just have 2 bucks) for my whole week. I'm pity for myself. i wanna cry like hell. I hope someone will be my god and sponsor me. Start from now on, i will everyday drink oat drinks.
Besides, i want to donate blood, but the 'BLOODY' receptionist say that i don't have enough iron to donate it. Because the needed iron must reach 12.5 to conclude as a healthy blood for patients. But i wanna donate blood!!! So GOD! please let me donate blood on this Friday.

cry like a river,
Claire

Sony VAIO Hunt!!!

What does my birthday mean???

i check this on internet... facebook actually... affected by Keng Pin~ =.=
here is it>>>

THE MEANING OF MY BIRTHDAY!!
You are generous with people in need, sometimes to an extreme that people find you nosey. Your hidden courage and dedication often surprise others. Your imagination is extremely unique. Your Love, Your love life is on the smooth track because it grows from friendship. Although you may not make a sweet lover but your sincerity bring happiness to your couple.

MY SUPER-DUPER STRENGTH!!
Humorous, conscientious and principled.

MY POOR WEAKNESSES!!!
Being hesitant, they often lose great opportunities.

BEST JOB FOR ME!!!
Social work, counseling, agriculture, care and prevention of cruelty to animals.

no one of the field above is related to what i study now... lolx... maybe this is call my weakness and always choose something wrong...

you feel it true???? but i think im bang off by the job...

Care,

Claire @ ZeT

HELP!!!

i don't wanna got HELP College... but i need help!!! Oh gosh~ i'm almost broke now... god please help me... XD
PTPTN.... fast come and help me.... but it only come to rescue when is august... @.@"
Candy... Sling... EH!!! did anyone inform that silly Choo to come over Klang and meet us this saturday??

Oh gosh~ again... >.<>
My BRO now sound like a sexy girl!!!
My SIS now very horny... >.<
I myself.... now BO LUI!!!

Sob,
Claire @ ZeT

LucKY~ ;)

Did you all notice what picture is this??? My new best friend other than Tiger!! >.<
Tiger, I miss you.

i haven't introduce my new lovely doggie name LUCKY!!!!

he like me and i like him!!! XD







Dog is man best friends!!

sorry to S.Ling hahhax... i know you like cat, but dog is really adorable!! ^^v

i feel to kipnad him from my granny house, but my house cannot have dog... sob~

True Partner To,

Claire @ ZeT

Java??

Learning Java!!!! Is really harder than C language~~ sob~ please... my hero come and save me...

THAT ALL !!! WAHAHAHA~~

• i wanna buy a laptop!!!
• i wanna buy a new bag!!! T-T
• i wanna buy some new shoes..!!!
• i wanna have fun at somewhere else!!!
• i wanna love and pro in Java programming!!!'
• i wanna get myself very clear and run as far as i can!!!
• i wanna bump all my unfaithful friends or maybe strange "r" (aerosol them)!!!
• i wanna get PTPTN loan!!!!
• i wanna get a whole new life!!!

is that all???
to be continue~ wakakaka~

Aerosol-ing,
ZeT_Claire

Destiny!

Sorry for long time never blogging... XD... I was thinking too much of my coursework until that i din realize i din blog for ages. The feeling is just like i didn't eat chocolate for long time! New semester new life for me. Every time i thought about it. But my destiny is still the same, Oh My God!!! I must cooperate with that guy again. For actual, is i help him get the pass rate AGAIN!!!

I was just thinking that is me the one who is so unlucky or is he the one who is so lucky that make request to the DAMN Lecturer and let him be with us in 1 group! Phew!! Is release when type it out. I'm going to be crazy. Being a leader is not easy. Cause every time i talk to him i will get angry! i don't know why. Luckily this time i'm not so alone. I still have Pei Kee and Ching Wen. I hope it will be very cool. and i want to throw him a head shoot.

I wanna go for movie. Long time never go for cinema. Please join me and see HANCOCK together~ >.<

Full of Hope,
ZeT @ Claire

Will Smith RulesZ

Bet u wanna see it!!!

Webpage Design Logo~

This is my web page design logo(give comment yea~ ^^v)... my total assignment is 80%, consider A... but i not stratified with my enemy web page. he got 81%. What the hell!!!! I gonna win him next time!!!
He got extra feature with his outside friend help, is totally unfair. To those guy(really is a guy! male!!!) that useless, can't be trusted. They are all lazy and no brain, low EQ, do things never think. I feel good to do things alone without this kind of guys. Alone isn't bad. Worst is have a teammate with people with no brain!

Ruddy,
ZeT

No Longer~

I am done with everything i have. I can't fulfill anything that i plan last time. So, dear God, please help me this time to choose the right way.

#I put down the relationship and want to be friend back with him. Unfortunately he seem not accepted.
#I want to Study hard, but don't have the mood to study.
#I want to play game to keep down boredom but games make me feel more boring.

Someone.... please help me on my homework. Please help me revision... And.... smoke is bad for help... hahahax...


Bored,
ZeT

I Have A Feeling

I have a feeling. My heart was pumping hardly than ever before. I don't have the judging mind for now. I am scare and I am really confuse that what i done. I scare i do it wrong again and I scare to fall again. doesn't feel right now. I dunno what is happening to me. I dunno why this world keep turning me down to chaos. I have a hard feeling. I have a sad feeling. I have a fake feeling. I have a stupid feeling. I shouldn't have all this feeling. Just wake me up for all this foolishness. I tired.

I hope can recovered everything that i have done. Making a new layout of my life. Keep all the contents inside with colorful inner. ZeT don't want to be Cipher. And I am not complex as a cipher code. I am just a simple person who want my life to get better and good.

Drowning,
ZeT

GooD laugh~~

ROMANCE MATHEMATICS

Smart man + smart woman = romance
Smart man + dumb woman = affair
Dumb man + smart woman = marriage
Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy

OFFICE ARITHMETIC

Smart boss + smart employee = profit
Smart boss + dumb employee = production
Dumb boss + smart employee = promotion
Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime

SHOPPING MATH

A man will pay $20 for a $10 item he needs.
A woman will pay $10 for a $20 item that she doesn't need.

GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS

A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.
A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.
A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.
A successful woman is one who can find such a man.

HAPPINESS

To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little.
To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all.

LONGEVITY

Married men live longer than single men do, but married men are a lot more willing to die.

PROPENSITY TO CHANGE

A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't.
A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, and she does.

DISCUSSION TECHNIQUE

Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.

HOW TO STOP PEOPLE FROM BUGGING YOU ABOUT GETTING MARRIED

Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me, 'You're next.' They stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals.

GooD LaugH,
ZeT

Try for the clip~

Clip is really useful~~~ u like to try it??? must have FireFox only can use the add-on!!! Yeah~
LOVE IS LIKE HEAVEN
BUT HURT IS LIKE HELL!!!

NeW,
ZeT

clipped from profiles.friendster.com

For The SAS SWC!!

The color always run!!!! hate this... ARRRG!!!!

The last logo that i can make~

Phew~~ is been a dark night. I risk my life to open computer at midnight to complete my task. One of the task is help people make logo and the other task is make a sample layout for SAS SWC Recruitment brochure. have a good look??

Wondering why the color always change when i post it here... T-T


Tired,
ZeT

new~

passed post icon really suck... now have a new one... actually is new two... hahaha.... but i dun think is nice enough because my brain was stuck... =.="

Funny,
ZeT

Mastraco~~

Mastroco... how was it???


give me comment yea... >.<



TenSioN,
ZeT

My New TimeTable~~

Woohoo~~ i just got my new timetable yesterday night. Thanks to Kean Nee. I quite like the time but i hope got free whole Monday or Thursday. Candy, i got my timetable , how about you???
haha...
thanks to candy also, help me convert pdf to jpg. Love ya~

PosT by,
ZeT

Backstreet Boys, I Love You~

Actually is a good new and sad news for me. I'm happy that they came, at last. Unfortunately i don't have the ticket to watch them. My heart was broken to million pieces. Why this kind of thing happen to me!!! They live in KL, and the concert was at Sunway. OMG!! OMG!!! I was almost crazy when i listen to hitz.fm.

I close the door
Like so many times, so many times before
Filmed like a scene on the cutting room floor
When I let you walk away tonight
Without a word

I try to sleep, yeah
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unraveling, ohh
If you were here right now, I swear,
I'd tell you this

CHORUS
Baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside it's killing me
'Cause all I ever want, it comes right down to you (to you)
I'm wishing I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

I climb the walls
I can see the edge but I can't take the fall, no.
I've memorised the number
So why can't i make the call
Maybe 'cause I know you'll always be with me
In the possibilities

CHORUS
Baby I don't wanna waste another day (another day)
Keeping it inside it's killing me
'Cause all I ever want it comes right down to you (to you)
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave


I'm inconsolable

Oh oh no no no
I don't wanna be like this
I just wanna let you know
'Cause everything that I hold in
Is everything I can't let go
Oh oh oh oh can't let go
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

CHORUS
'Cause baby I don't wanna waste another day
Keeping it inside it's killing me (killing me 'cause)
'Cause all I ever want (all I ever wanted)
Comes right down to you (to you), to you (to you)
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable
Oh oh oh oh

Don't you know it baby
I don't wanna waste another day
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable
Yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah oh oh
I'm inconsolable
Whoa oh oh oh yeah yeah oh oh
I'm inconsolable
Oh oh yeah yeah

I was listening this "unbreakable" album whole night. Imagine that i was on the show with them. Nothing can break the chain between us. I love you all always, Backstreet boys.

Combination Feeling,
ZeT

PaniC~ >.<

Today is been a hard day for me and also Candy. Now i just hope Candy will release her tension for now. Actually we having a trip to hostel to put our thing back to our room. Then on our way back, a stupid Malay cyclist bang the car we on, and of course is that idiot pervert fault. End up Candy give him RM150. That pervert so damn on him, still say he is not about the matter of the money but still hold on the money so tide. The god have eyes, i believe, and give him the punishment as he needed. But the most pitiful is Candy. She is so panic and all the way we back to Klang, her eye sight was so not peaceful. Almost get into trouble few times. Hope Candy feel well soon...

Worrying of you,
ZeT

my sis idol de blog...

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/gyapower&article_id=7093277
guess who izzit... hahax

HappY,
ZeT

Valentine Day~

Today is 14th Feb. as everyone know is Valentine day, but is a friendship day for me. Funny? What is happening? Now in the early morning, all my friend is chatting with me like never chat before. Is fun, is cool, is better than i expected. Well, my next destination is kelantan then genting. hahax... just i have fun whole sem break. Wish me luck~~^^v

REGENERATE,
ZeT

The Last Sad Post about you

新年快乐 + 万事如意 + 身体健康 + 步步高升 + 心想事成 =

*fine

*don ever find me again

*i don wan to see u anymore

*y u always like dat aa?

*cant think of my welfare...u think i wanted u 2 be boring?u think i wanted that im always forgetfull??my credit turn low i wanted to top-up but no money to top-up...haih....no nid say adi.... im tired of this...i wanted to end this once and for all...no excuses

and this is what i deserve for this CNY. What i carry on is tireness that the addtitute you never change. And what u still carry on is the foolishness that i make. Maybe we just shouldn't make the first step. But i never regret for the first step i make. When the your decission already made, and there is no turning back.

The Last Sad Post About YOU,

ZeT.

HappY ActuaLLy~

Is amazing for me today. i dint eat ~~~ lolx... i thought i will go for my aunt house for a big fest, but when i see those foods, my stomach start fill up without any food in my mouth yet. And yet, i drink a single drop of water. Maybe i should join the weird people show.

Actually start from the 1st day, or maybe before CNY i was looking forward to call my "Yi Poh", cecause i miss her so much but i never have a change to get the phone and call her. sighx. Is all about the stupid digi fault that eat my credit without any reason. I had it, im done with digi. DIGI SUCK ALL THE TIME!!! ok, come back to my story. So i was planning to but a prepaid call "HAPPY" and i was happy enough to go and buy happy. But when i reach there i cant see HAPPY and then i started to be not happy when i cant find HAPPY and i din buy HAPPY. lolx too many happy because happy is really happy to me. so i end up wit no happy and go back home, until now i dicided to call with house phone. I dont care what my mom will rumble in my ear, in and out, soft and loud. I just call, the first time i so brave. Even the firework outside is cheer for me now. Wakaka~~~

We have a sweet time, talking to each other, and the best thing is i really miss her even her voice i also almost forget. I really feel guilty for that. When she heard of my voice, she was really happy. Of cause i also happy. Is just i know that she is more happy than me. hehex. Is just like i very happy to received Loong call all the time. even is everyday he call up, i will have a very nice feeling and very happy that cant explain. That what people say happiness, even though you din saw that person, as long as you heard their voice and know there are good in their live and live happy, you will feel that is nothing more important than them being in your life.

Memory actually is more than enough. As long as we live together and as long as we having great time together, this is what i call happy and lucky i have "you" and "you" and all of "you" in my life. I really feel great that u all in my life, running in some part of my road of life. Somehow i did forgotten some of you that appear in my life, but i hope i still can say thank you that you have left your track in my heart. I love you all and thank to all of you.

With all of LoVe,
ZeT

boring CNY~ =.="

When come to Chinese New Year sure got a lot of sound, light, laugh, foods, drinks, money and the most important is BORING MOOD!!!! this year have the highest record, boring in just the 2nd day. But the money is still ok. Have RM300 this year. Hmm~~ every year go Genting i also sienz. Actually the main point is i can't see my dear T.T i miss u. hahax. DO u miss me???

now i got to go my aunt house eat a lot until next time u see me i will be a fatty bom bom~~ lolx. So to be continue...

Bored,
ZeT

Thankx~~~

Thanks to you Loong, for being understanding. Is glad we all having holiday now. Of cause chinese new year is coming soon. Hwo haven't buy their new cloth please buy it quickly, if no, those nice cloths are belong to other people already. So, are you all grab your nice cloth and shoes?? Me? Are you kidding? i have everything set, of cause. Except 2 shoes. i know im a bit like what they say as "flower money" but what can i do? i'm jealous of those people who have a lot of nice shoe and i also wanna have a lot of nice shoes. Don't you?

Oh yeah! i'm so dead bored in my house. The history repeat again like last time i just finish SPM. Stay at house morning wake up. done what should i done everyday. then online all day, eat and eat and eat. watch tv after close pc since i have limit of online( before 12). The last thing is sleep.
this is my life. quite interesting right? But i was cheer that my dear call me and having talk. He is really sweet. No, is sweets, because is more that just sweet. i can't denied it, seriously. Last word to say. I'm bored and when Mei Teng coming my house??? T_T hehehez...

LuV,
ZeT

Im Hurt More than Angry..

I'm happy with you all the time , really. But thing have started to change when u started to act like this. I was not angry, but those sadness make the temper of mine goes lose and that was the time everything in our relationship goes wrong. I wrote down this because i can't manage to tell you face-to-face. Every time i talk about this i sure will cry, and harder and harder time to time. I also don't know why. I don't wan bring any sensitive issue. The other thing that i don't wan to talk to you face-to-face is because i scare i can't control myself. I just hope you can see this and know what i feel and not what i want.

*You started to being different after our relationship goes for one month. Our communication less get match all the time. Sometime i do bring some conversation but it will end up with "Oh! My XXX also better in XXX..." i just want us have something to say I'm not showing off that anything this and that. And when this happen i feel really bad and i already have no mood to having talk or whatever else. So, i was being moody not angry.

*I do control myself all the time. I know this issue i say before, and is about promises. Is about smoking. Of cause i do hope you have a healthy life and everyday hope you smoke lesser and lesser. Not i anti smoke, just like if you really do love someone can u think about other things more than just yourself? I know i don't have the power to control i just you will get better life.

*Sometime i think i sensitive, and just maybe. I just don't know that u like to date me more or date your friends more? sorry i say this rude word. I feel every time we all go out not you not really have fun. Or maybe friends is better?

*When come to concern, i know you sure no idea what will it be. Get the most latest example, that night you angry me. My hand was really hurt until i eat roti canai also need use left hand. Sis also say, "want me help you?" but i don't want to because is too embarrassing and my boyfriend having a fun conversation with friends. Then we go Cyber, i was really whole day after exam never sleep. I really want to accompany you. But i was too tired, i have a small nap in Cyber Cafe. I sad, because u thought i boring not sleepy. I was really nothing to say. and i was really freak out that you take shot while we heading back to hostel. Because the day before i having some nightmare. I also assume that you really forget that last time i really scare if this kind of things happen to me. i really scare even i go to ghost house. I was thinking why, at beginning you can remember what i say. But when time past by, I'm i really not important? Or I'm i just a girl not more than a girlfriend to you?

*When sometime i really hope that you can automatic call me or sms me. But there is only 2 time you ever call me and that only less than 5% you will auto sms me. I don't know izzit you too confident about our relationship or what else. Now i just feel less and less confident.

I really do hope we can be as last time. I really hope we can be like that, like the 1st time ever we together and having sweet time. I do take this relationship serious. This few day maybe you do talk about my weird behavior to someone. But i don't care. I just do care what you think and what step you will take after read this post. Last thing i ever wan to say, I really do love you. Please don't play, if you are playing please stop. I know i weak, i do cry every single day after you mad at me. i do having bad dream and even can't sleep well after all. The most funny thing is even i laugh i also will cry. When the day has come, it wont be again.

No Mood For Exam~

Today is a very special day for me. I having exam at 9am in the morning, and is very important, THE PROGRAMMING!!! Now i hanging around in the cyber cafe and think im kindda not loving ownselve. Now i accompany and also doing nothing in the cyber cafe. hahax. One funny thing is hearing those vulgar word, but they're feeling happy and enjoying the game. they laughing and say it at the same time. that kindda funny, for me, i think.

I have a deep thought. Im not loving my ownselves, and im kidda guilty to everyone. But i cant change anything now. Maybe this is real me. I din study hard but my parent trusted in me for giving the best education. All i think is how i enjoy my life after exam. Is kindda stupid, and i admit it. No doubt, i am really gross. Now my stupid guy sis scream so loud. Until my ear also pain. hehex.. =.=" He using Lucifer and he put his name as "ASSHOLE", im not joking. By the way, Vince using Slayer as his beauty hero.

So, until now i still no get to the mood to study, and i recently get angry easily and sometime sad , ofcourse. So special problem, yea, is "special"!! Im stupid and very aggressive to everything. But can't help!! So i think now is the too much on programming study. I really like programming, but im stupid. No brain to think wat is good and bad.

SoRRy~~~

actually i just feel sorry for myself. and also my bloggie. Ya~~~ i think my blog also crying for me to give him back his life and battle up again. and now i wanna cross my heart to this keyboard that im using now, if i got time i sure blogging like hell and make my bloggie happy always like i always entertain my love. i started to sing westlife song.... oh~~ my love... hahax...

ctually now is exam season. but unfortunately me as a stupid still dun have the mode to study for my life. pahthetic for myself and my beloved bloggie. sometime i really forgotten that im not a cipher because of the appearence... so i remain not so good in mood some time; all of sudden, and make my frenz scare off. being a human is not easy, but at lease i doing go to myself is more than enough. at lease i try my best. that is wat i alway say to myself, in mind ofcause. if not people will say me an insane. hehez...

actually i do delite myself when i blogging. i feel good..... that more than i would.... hahax... i will be back soon my bloggie... i miss you~~~~

P.S: i miss my dear too... >.<